AlwaYs LikE ThiS

i think i do realize how easy i am to trust someone. i think that was aley tried to told me when he asked me bout my feeling towards, you know who.

i do realize it now. i always told myself how i can trust my ownself, but i dont know. it just seems like  someone can controll my head as easy as smile radiantly at me...

Ya ALLAH, i dont want to walk in the same line again,  feel the same huge hole in my heart was dug in, make the same unhurt smiley face but actually i cant make my eyes stop watering, and as simple as that, i dont want to be hurt again...

i cant handle the same sadness again. 

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dont know where to start, i have too various feeling inside my head, inside my heart, and i cant separate them... it took too much time till i began to write something here again, i think....

u know right i too fond of my brother, and there is some photo of him when we were on trip to sandakan. i talk about it later in another post...