i am so so sorry...

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

im so, so~ sorry. i did promise dila to write something on this blog every day. but since last winter holiday, i'd busy with all, class, paper and life.

i dont know what happen to me this winter, i just cant study, i cant remember on exam, blank!
i dont know if i can still move on with this final exam.....

so, i am trying now to fulfill my promise...

d DaY ThaT hAs bEeN fAdeD

i'd got my 2 pantuns from iqbal for my birthday. but what touched me the most is he told me i have a good heart. it seriously touched me...

can you imagine he answered my question, what's good in me other than all the bad side he always say, for the first try with i have a good heart.

its more like a joke than a truth for me, but i am fully touched by it. thanks for this present...


already this old but i dont know if i can manage to catch up the seriousness of this age...

wiNTeR... (1)

25 December 2010

• my senior married this Christmas, so hopefully everything goes alright for him...
• i'm trying to pack everything for my trip to kyoto! yea..!!
• snowing out here, and cold in here. ouch! how could this happen to me?

:::La3:::

i always believe relationship base on trust.thats how you can have forever attachment towards your love one. love without trust will always hunted by simple but threaten argument that may end your love relaltionship..

but, as time past, i came to understand that relation base on trust but not love are equally fool as love which doesn't have trust. maybe more worse...

i came to have this experience about having a relationship based on trust, too ashamed to admit that maybe this relationship's trust only on my side, but on that time, i did wished he might trust me for a second, if its only for a second...

and as i said, relationship based on trust but love are foolish. they go to nothing except a second happines full of lies and long haunted nightmare..

and i still has this haunted nighmare to trust someone else, afraid i may have to endure the same heartbroken as before. makes me realise i may be did not forgive him yet.

i cant think to feel it has one of my beautiful memories or nightmare since i cant forgive him for this hurt. i cant think myself be strong enough to face him, dont dare to ask how relief i was for destiny that never be crossed between us.

i have to forgive to forget. but as everyone know, forgive is one of the hard thing to do in our life...

TRicKs 2

another quiz.. i think im falling in this type of novel, for sure...

1. if you have a match when you enter a dark room, which you would like to light first- the oil lamp on the table or the kindling in the hearth?
2. is it legal or illegal for a man to marry his widow's sister?

the answer:

1. the match
2. impossible, because he's dead

TRicKs

i read a novel, romance novel to be exact, and there's some good question that may help your brain refresh after long years without english lesson..

1. a farmer has twelve sheep. all but seven die. how many are left?
2. some months have thirth-one days, some have thirty. how many months have twenty-eight days?

sorry, i just have two. but i think, you may enjoy it...

the answer:

1. seven
2. all
   

WoNDeRFuL PeOpLe

last night, i came to know some handsome and talented man. Emi-chan and Noge introduced me to their band senpai, which are wonderful man... i think.

actually i cant remember their name, but if i have a chance, i'll get some picture to show you. since i love man who can play music instrument, they are seriously too wonderful, more understanding about everything, especially about my bad japanese.

they asked me, then waited patiently for my reply, ahh i loved that, and trying to make me understand too many never been heard words they spoke. and he sang a song while playing guitar. かっこいい～

and today, i met one of this man, and he smile and make a bow, you know how japanese greet people right?? you dont know how happy i was just because he greet me. ha3

wa~
one thing i like about this man, other than his height and hansome face and his kindness, i like the way his laugh. he makes me want to laugh with him. he~