ShOCkED BuT oThER SeEM uNBoThEReD

i've had my first snow for this winter. i'd found the urge to play around other than tried to battle with the due of my report. no wonder today was so cold, until i could felt the itched of my skin.


finished with that.

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i'd heard hot.fm channel this morning and i was surprised, too surprised until i did felt the urge to lie down, my hand cant moved, and my head went blank, with 3 news at 9( japan's clock..)

there's 3 NEWS about stupid and evil girls abandoned,no, its too kind word i use, threw away their new-born child!!! could you imagined this?? i heard 3 NEWS about this stupid, unbearable news!!!

how desperate you are? how could you do this?how can you shift the sin you made to your know nothing baby? dont you feel like you'll die at this point if you make even a thiniest cell distance to leave your baby there?not other place, but at this most dirtiest place in the world, the dustbin wtih full of unspoken dirty things. how could you...??

after those hardship you have to endure during labor, why you threw the angel away? can you endure this humiliate you may think you will endure for the rest of your life for the sake of this pure angel?

you have murder your own child, YA ALLAH.....

one of my senior has told me once. every woman were gifted with this mother's instinct since they has life creature on their belly. it helps them to endure this pain and joy during pregnancy, have the urge for protection on their baby, and feel the content of the pregnancy and being grateful.

but when ALLAH take back this gift, then the unanswered question on how could a monther throw away their new-born baby will be explained.

YA ALLAH, please let me have this gift forever.